So yeah, haven't updated in a while. Life has been busy. Thursday I hung out with Kari for part of the day, which was nice because Kari and I never really get to hang out that much. We went shopping at Maurice's and later on I died her hair blue black. Her head looked like it got intimate with a smurf.
Friday was stressful because I was rushing to get ready for game, I play Vampire up at the U of I, and i didn't get to eat very much. And then during game I started to get this headache right in my temples and above my eyes. So while game was fun, afterwords I was almost in tears because my head hurt sooo bad. I think i officially had my first migrain. I mean i was nauseous and everything. So Justin brought me back to his place to have me lie down and go to bed for the night. He told me to move the stuff off his bed though before I got in. Well when I get into his room, on top of his MADE bed was my valentines day gift, a book by Anne Bishop that just came out on hardback, below a half dozen white roses, my favorite flower if you have not guessed. I was totally speechless. It made the night soooo much better. I really love that guy.
The next day (Saturday) was ok. It was the anniversary of Erin, Melissa, and myself meeting the Black Company. Who would have known that a year ago when I met Justin (known to them as Connor) that a year later I would be head over heals in love with him. Funny how life works some times ya know. But anyway, yesterday after Justin got off work we snuggled on the couch, because I was watching a movie, and before we knew it we were having sex. It was awesome. After that we had to get going because we had shit to do before I had to go to work. I paid and put on hold his valentines day gift and we at at the king and queen of fast food, burger king and dairy queen, for our valentines day dinner. What can I say, I'm a cheap date :) At work I read some of my new book and I called over at Brenda's because they were all over there. I wanted to know what time everyone was going to be over til and if they picked out colors for the walls yet.(I asked them to wait for me before they did that and I just wanted to make sure). Well...they did and I was a little peeved. So I wanted to talk to Brenda because it was her house and she is the leader in all of it. So I told her I was a upset, but I was not yelling at her or nothing. I just told her how I felt. Bad move apparently. She had a breakdown and was crying all night in her room. Not all because of me but stuff has been piling up on top of her for a week or so and I broke the final straw. I felt sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo horrible. I didn't mean to make her cry. Honestly. I just wanted to tell her how I felt about being left out. I hate having to constantly check to make sure that I am not left out. It sucks. Because sometimes if I do not do it it will happen. But this time it backfired, and I am sorry. I talked to Andy about it and we caught up. It was nice because sometimes I forget how much I need him. He seems to be more and more impressed with Justin which is really good. I want them to like eachother.
So today I made peace with Brenda and Brian and Erin cooked breakfast. We all watched Corpse Bride and hung out. A normal day at the Dyes. Well that is about it. At work and after will study for a phonetics test tomorrow.
peace out yo!
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